Depressing Blog

Don't read this if you don't like depressing blogs. Seriously. Just letting you know. No T-Biggs today.

Alright you asked for it.










You have no one to blame but yourself.





Anyway. I'm feeling pretty bad right now. There really isn't one exact thing that is the cause of it. I'm just in a slump. As you may or may not know from Grace's blog, I'm supposed to house-sit/baby-sit for these super rich people that I normally just tutor for. So last night I had to stay up until midnight waiting for Michael (that's the kid I tutor, but now I'm baby sitting) to get home from God knows where. Oh yeah, I know where. At Murphey's. Playing poker. On the corner of Goodrich and Prior. So, I'm tired, because I didn't get much sleep, and I had a fairly busy day yesterday setting up and attending the "Tropical Meltdown", which is my dept.'s annual party celebrating student success. It was fun. I'm tired right now. So tired, I didn't even go to the gym. And I'm fairly religious about going during my lunch break during the week, so that should tell you how tired I am. But I'm not even that tired. I've been this tired before and worked out. I'm just mentally strapped. I can't really see myself lifting weights or running or anything in any meaningful way. I can't visualize it happening. And, as we all know, mental strength is a huge chunk of the pie. And I don't have any. I also let Grace down with her camera (lost the batteries), which isn't a big deal...just have to pick up more batteries. But, it was her camera and her batteries, and I needed to be more careful. My bad. So, I'm thinking about that. And, I have to go back to the Mansion tonight...and tomorrow night, and I'm just totally out of my groove. Fuck man. I get out of my groove way to easily. That's not cool. Too many "ands".